I had to go in and talk to Ryan’s teacher today when I brought him to school. It seems yesterday at recess he brought out his lunch when he wasn’t supposed to. He didn;t KNOW he wasn’t supposed to because it was his first day of first grade. But I guess he thought he was going to get in trouble so what did he do?

He hid behind a car. yeah, he ran away from the group, ran OFF the playground and hid behind a CAR with his lunch bag. When he came home and told this to my parents and I we were terrified.

His teacher said the principles going to talk to him about it today. She also said he’s being “difficult” and not talking to her or listening to her. He did this at the beginning of kindergarten too.

I don’t get it, He’s smart. Even when he doesn’t listen he still mkes good grades. The kid has been able to use a computer since he was 3. He just likes to act up. I did too. He’s too much like me.

But wouldn’t you think they’d keep a better eye on such little kids, so they couldn’t run off?

He makes stupid faces everytime I take his picture lately.

Ryan isn’t too happy about starting school tomorrow. I`m still trying to get him to sleep. I really hope he enjoys it more this year. Last year he absolutely hated school.

Ryan And I started playing WOW with Justin tonight. I can`t make a blood elf untill I get the full game tho. ATM I`m on a trial account. But my amazing wonderful sexy BF Justin bought me the game cause he`s awesome.

185$ for Ryan to take the bus to school this year? LOL @ that when my bank is currently minus 105$ and daily growing. Not to mention my credit card is maxed the fuck out. My Mom doesn’t have the money to help me out either. TBH she’s probably going to punch me in the face for this one.

I have 300$ coming in but not fast enough. I’ll owe more than that by the time I get it. I need to borrow money and fast.

I hate life.

  I spent most of the night working on my websites. I added some graphics content to cherry-blossom.us. Only problem is my wallpapers are for some reason resizing.. I’ll fix that later.

I also wrote my first tutorial on obscuration.org. It’s simple and about flat ironing.

Sarah needs to call me back.

So I spent all night looking for a working PS Cs3 crack and ended up downloading a file with a virus onto my new laptop. Yeah I`m an idiot. But i cleaned it out fast enough. I should have downloaded Avast sooner anyway. McaFee sux dick now. Then I spent forever making Justin a new layout for his site, whch I ended up having to make in PSP. I suck with PSP! Adobe is so much easier for me for some reason. I need it nowwwwwwww.

Ryans in New Hampshire with my parents for a few days. he keeps calling me and telling me to level his DestinaRO chars while hes gone.

Maybe I`ll call Sarah after I get a little sleep. I wanna go out. Too bad I`m broke atm.

My mother brought Ryan to the beach today. Her old boss Katrina went with them. She just got home from Greece. ( She`s Greek ). She`s awesome. She got Ryan a really nice Figaro gold necklace while she was there with a gold cross with his name on it. She even got it blessed. I`ll post a pic of it tommorrow!

My mother has the most fucked up logic, I swear. Whenever she has a day off from work she stays up ALL night drinking the night before, and comes home so intoxicated she can’t even walk and doesn’t remember a thing. So then she spends every day off she has laying in bed doing absolutely nothing all day long. Then she actually has the audacity to yell at me ( while still laying in bed of course, hungover ) about forgetting to fill out papers when I “only have 2 weeks left”. LOL? This comes from the woman who STILL hasn’t called to get Ryan and I’s health insurance card so we can go to the dentist when i started asking her six months ago. I called ten times myself and they wont send it to me because we’re still under her name by some error.