I’ve had a really stressful past few days. You probably remember me mentioning that my son’s Dad was moving back to MA. Well yesterday morning he called and said he was on the bus and going from Vegas to Utah and that he would be here by 1 am Saturday night. He told me to let Ryan know he was finally on his way.

I took a nap which was a bad idea. I completely forgot that Ryan had a half day at school and forgot to get him off the bus! My Mother woke me screaming because the school called and I had to go pick him up. So to cheer him up for missing his bus I told him I had good news. His Dad was finally on his way and he would probably see him Sunday. Ryan was instantly happy. But it seems I spoke too soon.. >.<

Just after we got home Chris called again.. He sounded extremely upset. He was saying something about losing his bag and then the call dropped. He called me back a few minutes later.. He then said “ You didn’t tell Ryan I was coming yet did you? “? My heart dropped into my stomach. He sounded like he was crying and said he lost his bag and missed his bus and was stuck in Salt lake City! But that wasn’t the bad part, what came next is exactly what I was expecting and for Ryan’s sake hoped I’d not hear. He said “I don’t know if I’m coming back after all”.

I freaked out and started yelling. For fucks sake, I had already told Ryan he was on his way! And I told him when he first said he was moving back that if he was dicking Ryan around again I would fly to California and break him and MJ’s jaws.

Now he is among the missing. He hasn’t called back. No one has heard from him and MJ isn’t returning my calls. Cetta and I have called every Hotel and Motel we could find the number for in Salt Lake city. My Mother said if we could get ahold of him to tell him him she would buy him a plane ticket so he didn’t have to take the bus across the country.

I don’t know if he’s on a bus here or a bus back to California. And once again Ryan is let down. :(