I missed Ryan’s bus! I was in the bathroom and didn’t realize what time it was until my Mother called me screaming like a lunatic. The bus driver turned around and dropped him off with my Mother. Now my Grandmother won’t shut the hell up. She’s screaming non stop like a complete lunatic. I really can not stand this Woman sometimes. I made a mistake, it happens. Obviously I feel bad enough about it without her screaming like an idiot.

I really want the house to be finished so we can move out of here. I hate everything about living here.