Have any of you heard about Stem Cells? It’s believed that one day they will lead to anti aging medicines. Not only that but to even regrown lost or damaged body parts and organs. Now that Obama has lifted policies against stem cell research, perhaps they will find cures to many terminal illnesses through stem cell research.

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I just finished watching What If? The Movie Trailer. In my opinion it looks like it’s going to be a really great movie. We’re always told that what we learn before six year old is pretty much programmed into our minds. It shapes who and what we are for the rest of our life. Genes also play a huge part in who we are. This movie seems to try to make us think beyond that. What if we can change what has already been programmed into our minds since childhood? What if the power inside of our minds is stronger than our genes?

This is a movie that really makes you think about what you’re watching. I think that we can all learn something from watching a movie like this. People spend far too much time rotting their brains in front of the TV set while watching shows that require no thinking at all. This is a movie we can all learn something from.

I wish there were more movies like this out there. I’d much rather have my son watching something that would actually make him think! Maybe I’ll buy What If? The Movie featuring Bruce Lipton PH.D for our next family movie night. I’m sure my fiance would like it as well.

My son loves looking through pictures on the internet. I even find him going through my blog sometimes looking for pictures. For this reason I like to post cute free blog images from time to time. Especially of cats and such. he loves cats. He’s been asking for a new one ever since we had to give away our cat. She got really sick and was pooping all over the place. She also started to lose her mind. She was actually afraid to touch the floor. She’d jump from the sink, to the toilet, to the hamper, then to the bed. Never stepping on the floor. I had to actually put her cat box on top of the hamper to try to get her to use it. It didn’t work though. He misses her. I want to get him a new kitten soon.

That’s it. I seriously can not stand it anymore. My Grandmother is turning into a total psycho. Ryan got me sick and yesterday I spent the entire day puking and shitting and being totally fucking miserable. What does she do? Act like an asshole. “Whaaa poor you you’re always sick”. Like I would have chose to spend my day on the fucking toilet? I don’t think so. I would much rather have spent it out of this god damn house and as far away from that crazy bitch as possible.

Ryan had Justin and I up until 2 Am last night because he napped all day since he was sick also. We didn’t get much sleep at all. After getting Ryan off to school at 7:45 and doing a few things we tried to take a nap only to be woken up at 10:15 by my Grandmother yelling and screaming and insulting us calling us every name she could think of for not being awake. Why do I even need to be awake when my son is at school for HOURS? Wouldn’t it make more sense to catch up on the sleep I lost last night and maybe recuperate some so I’m not still sick and tired when he gets home from school?

She then decides to scream and yell about how messy my room is. Now this is the most rediculous part of all. My room is a little messy because Justin and I were going to rearrange it and move everything around today since Ryan keeps jumping on my bed and it’s dangerous to have it against the windows. A LITTLE messy. Nana’s entire house is completely disgusting. She has the entire downstairs so packed with random SHIT that you can’t even walk in the door and through the kitchen without knocking tons of shit over. She also has two bedrooms downstairs AND a bedroom up here completely filled with shit. I mean packed so full that she can’t even get into the rooms. My poor uncle is sleeping on the couch in a living room also full of shit because she has all the rooms stuffed like that.

And I’m a filthy pig?

I told her I can’t stand it anymore. I’m leaving. I’ll be out by next week. I also told her not even to speak to me anymore.

The problem is I have no money. I’m in debt like crazy from getting Ryan’s x-mas presents. I’m going to call Ryan’s Dad ( who’s never paid child support in his life, moved to california, is currently running his wifes business and driving a Lexus yet can’t even pitch in to help me pay for Ryan’s x-mas present when he makes more in a day then I make in a month ) and tell him he’s going to have to help me out or I’m bringing him to fucking court. Ryan shouldn’t have to live here. The reason we keep getting sick in the first place is the fucking mold. This house is disgusting.

Tonight I finally finish my Christmas shopping… on credit. Today I was buying my Mom a DS Lite on Amazon.com. I got her the special edition Metallic Ice Blue DS with Brain Age package. While I was ordering it Ryan was looking over my Sholder. Right under it was a special edition POKEMON DS Lite. Just my luck it has his favorite Pokemon characters on it. Diaga and Palakia or something. His eyes lit up and he wanted it to bad. So what does my dumb arse do? I order both. Not only max out my credit card but overcharge it by over 100$ because Ryan’s was way expensive. So that’s 300$ charged on my Mom and Ryan’s presents. I wanted to get my Mom’s. She deserves it. She spends so much on Ryan and I and until recently I never had any money to get her anything nice. I didn’t want to spend that much more on Ryan too though. He already HAS a DS Lite. Although it is pretty beat up since he got it when he was like 4. Now all I have left to get presents for are my Dad, Nana, and Justin. I’ll just have to throw stuff on my Macy’s card now.

I just realized that when I wrote this the other day I accidently hit save instead of publish..

Earlier I posted about how Ryan was home sick today. He’s been home sick for the past two day’s. All I can say right now is thank GOD he’s getting better and going back to school tomorrow. He drove me absolutely insane these past two days. I couldn’t do anything. If someone called me he interrupted every 2 seconds. If I was trying to watch TV he’d want to watch cartoons. I let him watch TV tons since he was sick. Today I wanted ONE hour to relax and watch Law and Order and he threw a fit over it and took the batteries out of my remote about 10 times. I got so aggravated by his constant nagging that I told him to go down and visit my Mother downstairs.

Ten minutes later he was back up here. She sent him back upstairs because he kept hitting her in her glasses with a pillow. She asked him not to and he did it again. He THEn tells me that she told him she “doesn’t care about him”. I knew it was a lie. He’s been lying a lot lately. Last week he did it to my Dad too.

Punishing him turns out even worse. If I yell at him he cries. If I ground him he cries. And you know what he says? “Why do you hate me?” It makes me feel TERRIBLE. I tell him I’d never hate him and that I love him more than anything. But I’m just falling into his trap. He’s trying to manipulate me so I won’t be able to punish him. Sometimes I just have no idea what to do.

How can a six year old be so complicated?

Today was my Dad’s birthday. Ryan and I woke up early and got him cards. We spent the morning watching Spongebob. Later Ryan had to decorate a Turkey for class. He went all out with crayons and glitter. He even had me glue feathers all over it. After that he went to Wallmart with my Dad and bought Kung Fu Panda. He really loves that movie. He kind of laid around watching it before playing World Of Warcraft with his Dad. Ryan has a really bad cold and cough all of a sudden, so I understand why he was having a lazy day. I really hope he’s better by tomorrow. He already missed so much school this year.